Love drunk.

I stumbled upon this while I'm scrolling down a Tumblr and this is way too cute and adorable. I want a husband like that,who can play around with our daughter even when he is so tired after get back from work. We can bring our daughter to the playground. She'll be playing the slides while you'll be pushing me on the swings. We will watch footballs at night and kiss our princess whom sleeping in the middle of us. Later on,we can do a star gazing at the balcony and maybe we're gonna fall asleep there,I'm gonna fall asleep in your arm,the most heavenly place I could taste. 

To HIM it may concern,lets grow old together :)

Dirty little secret.

I watched the football match between Terengganu and Kelantan just now. Terengganu doesn't perform well and could did way far good than just now but yea you know what I mean. Yes I am so emotional that even the whole house could hear my voice yelling and cursing at the players from both of the team but mostly goes to Terengganu. Its not like I am not supporting my own team and cursing because Kelantan is leading,but its more likely because they wasted the chances that they had. I even text my friends telling how devastated I am while keep watching the match. Don't bother think why am I really into this football because I don't even have the reason why,I just did. I'm not writing this entry because I'm dwelling on the matches,its just I got a lesson from the match. Don't easily gave up. At first I thought there would be no escape for Terengganu to score for goals after the other team lead them with 3-0. But yea its true we don't know what's waiting for us ahead. Finally they manage to score and end the game with 3-2. So the lesson here is don't gave up. Even when things getting hard,just keep moving on and don't give a fuck. The other lesson that I got was we should not behaved like a people with no moral and attitude when things getting hard. It shows how bad we are as a human and it shows that you're not considered as a good fans instead. Well that issues was so Kelantan*yawn*  

Should'had you know,I've become a football fans since holiday kicking in due to boredom that hits me. Ignore me,I'm bored like hell that it even crossed my mind to write this pointless entry. Hihi. Somehow it knocks my mind,would be great if I owned a football player as my husband. He will look so handsome while running on the field and I will get so carried away whenever this thought hits me. HEHE. By the way,I'm thinking of attaching HIS picture riding a fixie and looked so handsome that I could faint each time I take a look at it. But for some reasons,I think I should not attach it now. Next time maybe I will say yes. HY,you still occupy a spot in my mind and my heart. Cant deny that fact ;) 

Put the trust just in HIM.

From everything that I felt,I chose not to tell. From everything that I saw,I chose not to cry. From everything that I heard,I chose not to listen. From everything that hurts,I chose not to brag. From every breathe that I take,I chose to throw the sigh. From every bad things happened,I chose to keep my faith in His plan. From every good things that hits me,I chose to thank Him more than much. From every single thing that going to happen in the future,I choose to see it with an optimistic eyes,with a fresh mind,with an open and warm heart,with a heart that always seeking the best answer from Him. 

I won't dare question God why I suffer pain because I never try to question Him when I experience happiness.

Absence.

But if you knew you might not be able to see it again tomorrow,everything would suddenly become special and precious,wouldn't it.?

Demented.

Lets make it simple and short. Life's behaving so far,but there's the day where it changed into cloudy because of those silly chaps.

I don't particularly hate anyone but somehow people doesn't really know how to roll with me. It sicks,having a friend who text you all the time just to lure your attention. It sicks having a friend who get jealous over many pointless things while he don't even have any right to feel that way. Cant help feeling  a bit dudgeon over these bullshit. Lets make it clear,we are just FRIENDS and stop hoping that we're going to walk out from that zone. If you still wanna chase me,then I hope you will enjoy disappointment. Don't let me define you as another piece of waste in my life. And just so you know,I would be glad if you're gone. Really. 

Vulnerable.

They have promised that dreams can come true,but they forgot to mention that nightmares are dreams,too.

Let go.

Before I knew it,everything that I ever dreamed of,the tall tale that I've been living has crushed into a big doom. Just like that. In a matter of second,the happiness that once took a very long time to perform,had gone. For no apparent reason,everything just fall apart and obviously make no sense at all. Just tell me how and I will stop this bullshit forever.

Its okay,as long as I'm heartless,I can survive.

Get in and don't walk out.

Right here right now,someone is checking your Facebook profile,someone's went through all your pictures without dropping any comments,someone's liking your status,someone's texting with their friends telling how much they like you and how they wish they have the guts to tell you,someone's keeping to themselves the idea of how much they want to be your idea of perfect.

Apart from above,that someone always mentioned your name in their prayer,seeking the best answer from Him about this feelings.

:)