Friday, March 30, 2012

The End.

I've been away from my second self for quite long time. Two weeks,yeah. The temporary gone because of English Camp. Nothing much to impress,everything is just okay. The only thing that I keep doing while I was in the camp is counting how many days left for the camp to end. And now,after suffocated by all those activities,it finally ends. A big relieved. The activities there mostly bored me,we kept doing an activities which doesn't much differ than we did before. But the only thing that captured my attention a bit is the night of fairytale. I became a Snow White that night,and I did sang A Thousand Years song. Yeah the chorus part only. But somehow I was proud of myself,I managed to do that in front of other Teslian and lecturers. Hehe. While I thought I could never do that,its already done. Combined with the boys groups,make me feel irks at the first place. I never think I could survive,but everything just runs smoothly. Seniors of my group majorly are all nice people and I'm blessed ;) 

I don't want to talk about the bad part. It's so euww I just cant give it a thought anymore.
English Camp wrapped up here. Looking forward to think of what I'm going to do with my 2 months holiday rather than my basic daily bored routine.  

Friday, March 16, 2012

This heart is making a riot in it.

Your presence is everywhere. Why this heart is making a riot whenever I saw you.? Why this heart is beating nearly ecstatic each time I lay my eyes on you.? Just by imagining your face managed to chase away all the worries and pain that consumed me even just for a while. I love reminiscing the way your mouth turns into a smiley curve. And I don't mind spending my whole life by just having to watch the most greatest creation by the Creator. 

-He's really,truly,deeply captured my heart.
Dear Lord,I'm sending you my wish through the Doa,
please find a way for both of us to make it. :')

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Long gone.

I'm not invincible or unstoppable, 
but I stay strong because it's the only way to survive in this world.

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Weak Smile.

I 'm always hoping that every day would be a hurry so i can get on the next. Final's mode still activated. Five more papers to go then goodbye semester 2. Well goodbye always not my favorite word. It reminds me of ah never mind. I don't wanna rambling. Would be another waste.  

--Part of me still loves,more of me doesn't.