So,it's such a long time.

I got lotta of things to say to him but i just cant. Because its all just gonna be wasted. I dont know what should i do right now. I am mad at myself. Let me keep it to my self as if i ever told him,it will never change anything. So better left it unsaid. I am sorry. 

So if I ever see you on the street
I’ll pretend that I didnt see
And turn my face
No use in small talk anyways

Because if I look into your eyes
Then I’ll have to say goodbye
And that'll break my heart
So I wont even start
I wont even start.                       


;you can fake smiles and laughter,but you cant fake your tears and your feelings!