Saturday, May 21, 2011

You cant fight fate.

Sometimes,i am the kind of person who can just tell someone about what i feel and sometimes my mouth is zipped and locked.Whenever i am surrounded by an ocean of problems,then i will be a person who can open up easily. I tried not to be that person,but i cant. I know i am weak for not able controlling my life how it supposed to. But yeah,i am not perfect,neither are you. I am constantly blame myself for not being good enough. I wish i wasn't like this. I wish i was stronger. I wish i don't care about all those stuffs but it bothers me more. I am trying to stop putting a high expectation over something and get over the fact that life wasn't mean to be fair. So it will be much simpler and i hope it will lessen the pain i felt inside.

No amount of guilt can change the past and no amount of worrying can change the future. Go easy on yourself,for the outcomes of all affairs is determined by ALLAH'S decree. If something is meant to go elsewhere,it will never come your way,but if it's yours by destiny,from you it cannot flee.
-Umar ibn Khattab RadiyAllahuAnhu

; Maybe GOD has a better plan for me in the future.  Ameen :)


  1. Everything's happened for a reason. Good or bad.

  2. I knew. And am trying lotta harder to accept it with an open heart :)