Romantic Disappointment

I've been in a room and felt suicidal. I've been depressed. I felt awful beyond all. But I never think one other person could enter the room and cure what was bothering me. My memory is crumbling. I just stare now. My mind is gone, everything vanished, really. I guess that means I am invisible in some way. I’m gone, I never really existed. All I ever wanted is to forget,but even when I thought I had,pieces had kept emerging. Because that is what happens when I try to run from the past. it just doesn't catch up,it overtakes,overwhelmed,blotting out the future,the very sky,until there is no path left except that which leads through it.

; Because that is what happens when I try to run from the past.