My heart is an empty room.

Lotta of things easily getting on my nerve this past few days. I can cried over a small old bullshit repetitively and even the smallest things can ruined my whole days. I've been so caught up with everything. I don't even realized what i got myself into. I just can't describe it. Because frankly,i don't exactly know what i feel,felt or feeling. To put into words,I am incredibly exhausted. It irks so much being in my position where no one understands me. I cover up all the pain by putting a really big smile on my face and pretending nothing could ever hurt me. Don't you think I am good at this games of pure lies? Sometimes i just wanna scream from the top of my lungs and let the whole world know what i really feel. I wanna die inside but actually i wanna someone come and save me. That's the reality. I hate loneliness but it was the ghost of me.

 

                                                       Life is shit. So just beat it.