5 Ramadhan 1433H.

Jika DIA mengizinkan,aku ingin jadi seseorang yang selalu membahagiakan kamu dan menghapus resah dan sedihmu, hingga sampai satu waktu ajal menjemputku. Ya Allah, mungkin aku terlalu banyak mengulang namanya di dalam benak. Maka tolonglah, jika memang bukan, mohon tunjukkan. 

Brittle heart.

Sometimes at night I suddenly become aware of all the things I’m missing out on right now, and all the people who I’m not close to anymore, and all of the good times that will never happen again, and all the people who meant the world to me who have forgotten about me forever, and I get this awful feeling that’s kind of like a mix between loneliness and nostalgia.

Keeping up the pace,and now I stop.

Perhaps its time for me to give up. 

Perhaps,now.

Survival is a talent.

Life's complication piling up,lets just deal with the fact. 
The world would be a better place without truckloads of assignments,really. 
Another 3days,then I will hit my last year of being a teenager. 
Nothing to be excited about,nothing to look forward to.

-The only thing that I want for my last teenage year is owning you.